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Lastly, and most importantly, think carefully if you would actually enjoy developing it, if you do then i donвЂ™t see how it would be a waste of time.

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While having your own OST is great, most VNs use royalty free music instead of custom made songs for the VN so donвЂ™t worry too much about that. You can always swap away sprites as you get better ones, but changing your story all the time can be a problem.

It is not unusual to feel like thereвЂ™s a вЂњvoidвЂќ after finishing a story that you liked but not enough to the point of interfering with you day-to-day life like that and as you said, perhaps there is some other unerlining issue here.ДЄnyway, iвЂ™m not a VN dev myself but i have seen many of them starting development recently and some pieces of advice that i can give you are:Дevelop a solid story first, you donвЂ™t need to вЂњpre-writeвЂќ literally everything regarding you novel, but it is important to organise your main plot points, characterвЂ™s personalities and where exactly you want to go with your VN at all, that way youвЂ™ll always know what to do next regarding your story.ДЄrt can be commissioned and, most importantly, changed at a later date.

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I know this might not be the answer you are looking for but you should consider professional help to deal with these issues, it is not normal to feel so miserable like that for so long after playing a game. I hope someone can give me some advice, and yes, I know there is a sequel coming but I'm afraid of that too, as it'll end just like the original anyway. I haven't done all the endings but I'm aware of them, and I don't know if truly finishing the game will make me feel better or worse.

Then I start questioning myself even further: do I really want to do this? Is this what I want in life? Or am I just afraid of their story ending and to cope, my heart tells me that I want to keep the story going so I never have to live in a world where the story ends? The added fact that I want it to be a furry vn also makes me question myself further, I'm not sure if I actually want to do this or just don't want the story to end here.

What if I'm wasting my time? What if I don't succeed like team Nekojishi did? Am I supposed to write the story first then learn the art and music or am I supposed to do it all at once? Or should I just commission? I don't know anymore.

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I don't know how to draw or make music so I would have to spend tons of time on learning that and the commitment scares me. I'll just finish my course in school that I hate, hopefully get a job that pays well and I can maybe support myself while doing this on the side. So, to cope, I decided that in the future I want to make a visual novel with a similar story. This hopelessness is getting so bad that the only time I feel semi-ok every day is when I run and listen to the soundtrack for the game. Life just became meaningless and my future seems bleak as after seeing their story unfold and seeing them spend time together I just feel that nothing in real life could compare to that and that I should just give up because I will never have what they did in the story. Who knows? Anyway, I don't know how to function anymore.

Maybe I feel this way because I am a very lonely person. I love the characters, I love the plot, I love the relationships the spirits and the MC shared together and I can't help but want to be transported into their world. You can check out the visual novel here if you're interested: ДЄfter finishing this game, I felt extremely depressed and that feeling of hopelessness hasn't gone away for weeks.